PiPie LuTcHu

seriously.. i don’t know what i feel today.. all i know is that.. its very tiring.. dealing with "so-called" friend.. dealing with an ex.. but on the other hand, feeling so much happiness of having my understanding lover.. (who said i’m not gratefull to have him?? what do you know about my heart?! nothing!!), meeting another new friend.. (thanx Hengky..)

the weather is -once again- having a mind of its own.. in minutes, the sky turned dark and gloomy, then the rain fall.. and minutes later, the sun shines so bright that i thought my skin will turn red like boiled lobster..

i’m not done studying, but my mind refuse to study.. what am i gonna do? surrender to what my mind wants, or struggle with all my might to make it cooperate with my heart? help.. help..

so anyway.. i woke up this morning to the sound of the girl next door knocking on my door asking "mau ketoprak ga loe?".. then i have this ketoprak thing for breakfast (which i regret because it turned my stomach upside down!!).. i watched the television for about an hour, texted my love, and went back to sleep.. (hooh…)

at noon.. i woke up by my love’s missedcall.. then i read a text message from him.. he’s coming around 12.30 for lunch.. i looked at the clock.. humm.. 12.28.. i was about to text him when i realized something.. "he missedcalled me.. is he here already?", so i called him and.. yes!!! he’s right in front of my house!! i panicked and told him that i just woke up and haven’t take a shower.. calmly, he just asked me to get ready and come down to have lunch (without the shower thing!!) so there i went to lunch without taking a shower.. shame on me.. >.<

by night, i was angry.. angry at this "friend" who said i am not grateful for having my love.. and she said that by reading my blog?? who is she to judge? like.. does she even know how i feel??? hey.. just for your information.. it’s not POLITE to write someone’s name in your blog if what you write about this person is not something nice.. or.. maybe you don’t understand the meaning of POLITE, Dita??? if you can’t read my mind, don’t act like you know everything!!!

then.. i met a new friend.. Hengky.. thank you for the talks.. hehehe… nice to meet you..

and Ivan.. please.. please.. please… get over it.. okay..?

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